cold is coming.

texas country's on, that's almost all i feel like hearing these days. waylon.

i'm in my old chap soccer hoodie and i'm drinkin chamomile tea. it's just starting to get cold now. this week i've been playing catch up for all the fun i had last weekend, when i didn't do anything but enjoy my best friends' company. ash and jed are my fam.

now the apartment is a cesspool and i'm running behind on all this week's assignments. hopefully by tomorrow night, when i get out of class, i will be on the side of the winners again.

this running behind is exhausting.

i talked to kel tonight, and her and ferrick are in love, and it fills my heart with happiness to hear it. she asked me how things were going besides school. i told her, there really isn't much besides school.

after the election, my brother will be ousted into his next phase. it's disappointing in a way, but exciting in another way.. because he's got all the things he needs to do all sorts of awesome things.

this weekend i'm going to the turkish bath. i'm going to clean everything, and make my home a cozy place for the winter. I think I'll buy some sweaters, too, and possibly a space heater. i'm just wondering if my heat will ever come on? my landlord says it's like a sauna in here when the heat comes on and maybe that's why he hasn't turned it on yet. the other day i woke up and it was 38 degrees and the apartment was like a freezer.

i'm a woman of the desert. turn the fuckin heater on.

i'm gonna make it through this winter. no telling just yet how hard it will be.